kill

Oh God, please don't tell me this has been in vain (vain)
I need answers for what all the waiting I've done means (means)
You kill me, you've got some nerve, but can't face your mistakes (hey hey, hey hey)
I know what I should do, but I just can't turn away

So go on love
Leave while there's still hope for escape
Got to take what you can these days
There's so much ahead
So much regret
I know what you want to say
(Know what you want to say)
I know it but can't help feeling differently
I loved you, and I should have said it
But tell me just what has it ever meant

I can't help it baby, this is who I am (am)
Sorry, but I can't just go turn off how I feel (feel)
You kill me, you build me up, but just to watch me break
I know what I should do, but I just can't walk away


that was 'kill' by jimmy eat world.

well... the past weeks have been really hard. im still recovering, so i dont really even know how i feel yet. im numb to everything.

im looking forward to christmas break. i got my license, so i'll be driving around. mostly to starbucks and the beach (i love watching the sun set). give me a call or message me or something and lets hang out. i'll most likely be needing company.

im also looking forward to my birthday, which is the day after christmas. im having a party that saturday, so that should be fun. you all are invited. let me know if you can come.

im serious about wanting to hang out with you guys. im feeling pretty lonely...

peace

-kevin lee